22.7.09 
1:58:00 PM ♥
hey quyx .
maybe this post will be the last post for me .
or maybe its not .
in this post .
i will say everythinq out from my heart too .
actually ,
this bloq is for me to say my burdens out .
but i found out that people wont read my miseries .
so i pu tmy bloq as happy bloq .
people read my happiness .
but ,
i also found out that im a nobody .
from primary 1 to 5 ,
i have been livinq alone .
people i school are not really friends .
they dont care about me .
until i was primary 6 .
dede , anni and shiya cared for me .
they really cared .
they will hurt me sometimes ,
but they cared for me many times .
i was touched .
and so ,
this was my tarqet .
my target was to bloq for 5 years ,
and have 1000 post .
but ,
i think that my tarqet would not happen on me .
today ,
i heard that most of my classmate are quittinq npcc .
everybody can quit ,
but my mother dont allow .
shimin and anni forced me to qo npcc .
and then ,
they wanted to quit .
did they think about me ?
i felt so anqry !
think about me !
i felt that im so like the girl in the movie "secret"
she seem to be invisible in front of everyone .
but was visible infront of jaychou .
that was sweet .
how i wish i have a boyfriend like jay .
but it was the jay in the movie .
i have one crush in the class .
but not red sheep .
he was more shuaii then RS .
hahaha !
kk ,
reply my last taqqs .
to denisegoh ; ya ! ily !
to fiona ; thx , that will be my last taqq .
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